Time goes by so fast. Like for example my last entry was almost a year ago. It’s not almost October and we are living State side. We bought our own house. Liam is a toddler now. I still remember the day he was born like it was yesterday. I sometimes feel the same fears I did when I was handling a newborn. Am I a good parent? What if I don’t know what to do? What do I do?

Sometimes it seems easier, sometimes harder. It really new challenges replacing the old ones. It defiantly keeps me on my toes. It also keeps my weight down. I now weigh 120lbs. Before Liam was born (before I was pregnant) I weighed 150lbs and I had for as long as I remembered weighing myself. I don’t even try to lose weight and now I’m 120lbs and all my favorite clothes are too big.

I’m kinda rambling but then I am on some heavy pain killers. I had my wisdom teeth removed last week. There is still some pain, especially at night. Also the stitches are very irratating. Maybe I should just go to bed.